Mihi, pro serenus

Okay, so after my chat with my friend I stopped of at home before heading to town with Sam. It was good he texted me asking me to go to town, but I regret telling him that I wasn't planning on eating. But hell I'm fat. A fat fat fatty >.<

I truely detest myself. I hurt people, I'm ugly, I'm unstable, I'm clingy, I FAIL.

but here I am, same bat time same bat place.

any idea what to do, no
any idea where I stand, a bit. She didn't like her past being brought up, especially unexpectedly. It rattled some things. But she was more worried about my reactions then anything else. Also a bit shaken at the loss of her private place of call -.-

So I am a douche, (in my books) but she's not angry

Night